Mickay01eye

I guess Im just a little bit Too much Kind of person. Isnt it confusing? what Am I trying to say.. yah Im too much person. Too much happy person, too much friendly person, too much nice, too much good, too much cute, too much wild, too much sassy, too much carzy(MONGOLOID), too much anger, too much korny, too much gaga and Easily Love the person loving them too much.. but some of them hurting me too much. I guess I need to lossen up my "too much" attitude. I realize loving and trusting too much is not healthy. Why this people hurting me this way? I gave everything the best playmate, shielder and friend all that they can have. Why they are still hurting me?? Am I that too much? too much of loving them?

Whats with me? even me my self i dnt understand whats going on inside of this upper left inside of my body. my heart plays in defrnt ways.. It beats unnecessary beat.. I dnt want to feel that kind of beat bcoz. it hurt me so much.. and that hurt is killing me. Sometimes I’m regreting to have a heart. I dnt want to feel this thing its driving me crazy!.. My brain doesnt work properly.. thier are so many thing playing inside. I made decisions, actions and utter words that I dont realy mean. I feel people around me are arent true. I dnt know why why I feel this things this way. Sometimes I get angry of my self.. why I am act this way..? why I talk this way..? why I’m thinking this way.. whats really with me?? Why they are hurting me so much?? Am I too good or too bad for them?.. Now you dnt see me hurting.. Bcoz Im a good in acting.. I can play a different roles.  You Can hurt me twice, thries but no more cries. 

Yah.Beginning this 2009 im starting to lossen up my something to someone.. I think i need to do this thing..i dunno if this is right but im just give a try if my changing process will work. But in the first day of 2009 in slowly doing my lossening up process. The result is I hurt that someone but i dunno if its true. maybe you will think that i am mean, yes im sooo mean but i have my reason why im being so mean. I’ve hurt so many times maybe people or that someone dont see it or feel it because I’m soo good in acting and leing about my feelings inside. They think that everthing is ok if I said its just ok but deep inside I’m bleeding.. But now I’m controling my emotions and sensitivity I’m starting to work it since I realize everything.

I don’t care what those people look up me.I’m just being me. I’m thanking to those people who always their for me giving me an advice and listening my part and to those people who did not judge me. Love u guys….

 This picture of mine was taken In Fernandez beach resort babak samal. We are celebrating our end of the 1st sem 3rd yr in our collage life. This outing is the price after all the struggles we have going through in our 1st sem 3rd yr. After all the major and minor subjects we passed. After the nose bleeding major projects we finally take the break.. but we have only 2 weeks vacation and after that the 2nd sem is coming another struggles in life line up. hehhehhe..

 This picture Edited By very good friend of mine Abz Abdul…I always beg him to edit some of my pictures..but he is so busy..finally yesterday he fullfill my favor.. I really like the way he edit my pictures because he never fail me to empress..well so much for that..I hope you will like the picture, the view and me.hiihiihihh…

I miss my BestFriends in high school they are my true and everlasting friends . I miss our bondings , our jokes, laughs and etc. I miss my college friends. They are my new founded friends even thou its been 1 week since we did not see each others because of our 2 weeks sem break still I miss them. I miss my cousins I cant wait this coming november 1 we reunite and bond each others again. I miss my 01 eye I cant wait to see him, hold him, hug him, kiss him and talk about us and our future hmmm. In Short I miss all the people who are especial to me.

I just Enrolled for 1 month member in Metro Lifestyle Fitness Center & Spa Located at F Torres Street Corner Jacinto Extension, Davao City. I like there new facility becatuse It is big and has a new and many equipment. The environment is nice not so crowded than the oder fitness club. I like  my new Instructor her name is Shy-shy. I like her because she is easy to approach and she check me every now and then. Her attitude is kanda similar to me she is also a COW-GIRL easy to deal with.On our first day we have many things we share about our lives hehhehe..I like also the staffs there because they great you everytime they saw you. Well this is my first impresion in Metro let us see if the time goes by my impresion will be the same.

For those Interested to be fit and relaxed enroll now to Metro Lifestyle. For more inquiries just visit this site http://www.metrolifestyledavao.com/gym/index.html

Well Good morning everyone its 12:15 in the midnyt! and this is my first time to have a blog, my first account ever and my first blog that I wrote. I’m kinda Ignorant how to use this blog but I’m learning with the help of my classmates and friends. Actually I made my own layout guided by Mr. Abz Abdul he is my closest  guy friend in Our School. It takes hours to understand how to make a simple layout that I want. It is kinda hard for me because I am not good in CSS forms I am not really familiar some of the codes but with the help of the internet and Mr. Abz I am able to make my simple but cute layout. I hope you lke it too.

Since it is my first time to have a blog I’m still confused how this blog works and whats with the blog? but I guest I will find out when  the time goes by. For now I guest my First ever blog that I wrote will ended here till next time Good morning.