Mickay01eye

I guess Im just a little bit Too much Kind of person. Isnt it confusing? what Am I trying to say.. yah Im too much person. Too much happy person, too much friendly person, too much nice, too much good, too much cute, too much wild, too much sassy, too much carzy(MONGOLOID), too much anger, too much korny, too much gaga and Easily Love the person loving them too much.. but some of them hurting me too much. I guess I need to lossen up my "too much" attitude. I realize loving and trusting too much is not healthy. Why this people hurting me this way? I gave everything the best playmate, shielder and friend all that they can have. Why they are still hurting me?? Am I that too much? too much of loving them?

Whats with me? even me my self i dnt understand whats going on inside of this upper left inside of my body. my heart plays in defrnt ways.. It beats unnecessary beat.. I dnt want to feel that kind of beat bcoz. it hurt me so much.. and that hurt is killing me. Sometimes I’m regreting to have a heart. I dnt want to feel this thing its driving me crazy!.. My brain doesnt work properly.. thier are so many thing playing inside. I made decisions, actions and utter words that I dont realy mean. I feel people around me are arent true. I dnt know why why I feel this things this way. Sometimes I get angry of my self.. why I am act this way..? why I talk this way..? why I’m thinking this way.. whats really with me?? Why they are hurting me so much?? Am I too good or too bad for them?.. Now you dnt see me hurting.. Bcoz Im a good in acting.. I can play a different roles.  You Can hurt me twice, thries but no more cries.